there were three of them. there were four of us, and april lay on the campsite and on the river, a mixture of dawn at a damp extreme and the sun in the leaves at cajole. this was deer lodge on the pine river in ossipee, new hampshire, though the lodge was naught but a foundation remnant in the earth. brother bentley's father, oren, had found this place sometime after the first world war, a foreign affair that had seriously done him no good but he found solitude abounding here. now we were here, post world war ii, post korean war, vietnam war on the brink. so much learned, so much yet to learn.
peace then was everywhere about us, in the riot of young leaves, in the spree of bird confusion and chatter, in the struggle of pre-dawn animals for the start of a new day, a cooper hawk that had smashed down through trees for a squealing rabbit, yap of a fox at a youngster, a skunk at rooting.
we had pitched camp in the near darkness, ed leblanc, brother bentley, walter ruszkowski, myself. a doze
